The sh!t we try and hide blocks our Freedom and Expression of Self. What I fear is the rejection of myself as a fat woman. I have projected that fear onto others and used it as an excuse not to be seen or share joy and delight with the world. My bad.
Read MoreWe're often much harder on ourselves than we are on other people. Think about how you speak to yourself, and what you expect from your own performance in life, at work, with friends, colleagues and loved ones. In contrast, imagine a friend or loved one in the same situation and compare how empathetic, supportive and understanding you would be and how easy it would be to suggest self-care and rest. We never do that for ourselves, and it's critical.
Read MoreWe strive to be awake and aware in all areas of our life: conscious of our thoughts, our words and our actions. We strive to be conscious of our body that moves us through this world, and the Beloved Earth that sustains us.
Read MoreMaybe you can guess where this is going.
Essentially, I’m overturning everything in my life that is impeding my experience of embodying Beloved Presence in my life…
so OUT with the emotional shit!
OUT with the wrong beliefs and misconceptions and the false stories…
Read MoreHave the courage to be who you are at the cor(e). Not everyone in our life wants us to fulfill our dreams, so don't give up and don't take no for an answer on your quest to connect to Beloved Presence and follow your path. Seek to master new tools to find your way on the path. Remember the First Truth and never, ever, apologize for who you are.
Read MoreJust as we own our own Holy Sh!t, we honour the Holy Sh!t in others. We are all walking the healing path - whether we choose it consciously or are completely unconscious, we all have Holy Sh!t to heal.
Read MoreHoly Sh!t is the holy work we do in this life to become aware of and shift the blocks held in the body that interfere with our ability to connect to Beloved Presence and live from the fullness of love and inclusion.
The blocks can be inherited, come from wounds and trauma in this life, misunderstandings or misaligned beliefs we have about Beloved Presence, ourselves and our place in the world. There are plenty of ways to be wounded. Most happen in our childhood family of origin and then are immediately frozen or buried deep so we don't have to feel or process the painful event. The earth offers us the great service of holding those wounds and allowing the energy to continue to flow so we can live and grow and participate in our lives.
Read MoreThere is much beauty and wisdom about Beloved Presence to be found in the faiths of humanity. There is also much hatred and many lies and oppression.
Welcome all paths to truth, but discard anything that cannot pass the First Truth of loving and inclusive, because it's not true or real.
Read MoreWhen we're committed to walking a spiritual path, we've got to dismantle a lot of garbage myths and lies that get in the way of connecting to our own spiritual truth.
We've inherited or picked up along the way, plenty of misguided and outright wrong notions of what being spiritual actually means. Today, I want to talk about the biggest ones that I've encountered.
Read MoreI'm still trashing residual ideas of “gifted” from my identity because it impedes actual progress and functionality. The worst thing that the "gifted" label can teach a child is that what we can do is ”natural and we are born with it”. It's the difference between growing up being praised for being "gifted" versus being praised for "working hard".
Read MoreI experienced a mystical event that totally changed my life and everything that I thought was important. This is the story of why I’m building The Church of Beloved Presence.
Read MoreWelcome to The Church of Beloved Presence on Patreon. This is the intro that explains what we’re doing here and what you can expect to find here going forward.
Read MoreThis is the most profound statement of Universal Presence. It is the Declaration of Intent to Exist.
To BE.
Read MoreThe great irony is that the cynics need the visionaries more than anyone. Their fire is out and they're desperately looking for a source to rekindle. There is a twisted excitement to tearing down others, especially when you're part of a group; but it is smoke and embers compared to the fire of a visionary passion. The cynic has forgotten, or lost the connection and it's too scary to try and be a creator now. Now they'd rather piss on you and deny ever having a fire in the first place.
Read MoreI talk about why I’m angry all the time and what I think we can do to turn this tide of hot garbage swilling up in politics.
Read MoreI’ve made the mistake of tolerating the criticism from the cheap seats as I publish blogs and videos and am seen and heard in a small circle. I’ve been wrong and the cheap seats are on notice.
Read MoreTribal dissonance and the white cocoon of ignorance that just won’t learn.
Read MoreThings are the way they are because the best way prevailed. Winners win and are supposed to win - so if you’re losing you’re also immoral. No one’s got time for your sensitive little feelings - suck it up and shut up and take it like everyone else does.
Read MoreAnger is the fire that transforms injustice and powerless into actions that change our world and ourselves.
Read MoreThere's no religion, there's no excuse, there's no belief anywhere that you can convince me that it's OK to say that one group is better than another, more holy, more clean, more chosen, more saved.
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