Part Three - Who are We?

We are Divine Wholiness together. You are God. You are Beloved Presence. You are the World, the Universe, all of Creation.

I ask uncomfortable questions and I speak uncomfortable truths. I have always done so and lived a good portion of my life believing that I was the problem. I spent most of my childhood and adult life being told to shush, or being called inappropriate because I ask questions that make people uncomfortable. I don't ask to be malicious or to judge. I ask because I am genuinely curious about you and your world and would like to know and understand who you are and how you see yourself in the world.

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Who am I? Who are You? Who are We?

I thought I was going to write a foundation post to celebrate the new website. Instead Creation asked, “Who am I?” and so now I’m writing about that. How can we make our lives happier and more true to our highest self?

Identity is important and the the duality of our separation as individual bodies is greatly over-rated. We have bodies that are beautiful wisdom tools. We hold our identity with the wholiness at the same time we hold our identity in a body. They are happening at the same time. We are one. Nature is kin. There is only loving inclusion.

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We are all the blood that flowed away; Celtic Immigration to the Americas

Our Ancestral healing continues with those that have passed over. They are healed when we feel the pain and trauma that has been passed down unacknowledged generation after generation. The Celtic Diaspora is a wound in our trees that can be healed through ancestral witness. I didn’t know how much they hurt when we left. I was cut off from the source. The joining again is bittersweet. Our ancestors love us and want us to thrive.

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Śivani talks about Yoga.. and so much more

In all honesty, I am still integrating the download of information Śivani shared in our hour and a half together (split into probably 3 episodes).

Śivani launched a deep dive into Yoga principles and we talked about healing and clearing chakras and mudras, yantras, mandalas… there is a LOT.

Śivani is a a Medium, Intuitive Artist, and Sannyasin on the Yogic path.

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The Lord of the Flies + Who Gets to Tell Us What is True?

Lord of the Flies scared the shit out of me.

It was terrible, and relatable. I experienced elementary school as a terrifying and unruly place. The bullying and harassment on school grounds was an awful experience... and I still don't trust any of those kids to this day.

A lot of the stuff we get upset over isn't true and we can't ever know for sure that it's true. Our believing it is true is what disturbs our peace, so to regain peace, we fall back on what we know for sure is true.

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Incarnation & the Truth of Beloved Presence

There’s a difference between knowing something in my head and knowing it in the cells of my body and being. I finally understand that The Church of Beloved Presence is literally focused on allowing the experience of the Anam Mór on Earth. It is learning how to allow ourselves to identify as divine wholiness and see the world as divine wholiness. We become Beloved Presence and learn to see all of existence as a Beloved Presence in return.

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Claiming My Ancestors and Believing Anyway

Claiming ancestors and believing without absolute proof. Sharing our loving visions with the world and standing for them in the face of rejection and dismissal is the call. We have the examples of belief in separation and fear and violence. Now the call if for those with visions of love and equity and transformation. It’s time. If you’ve been waiting - now is the time. If you need permission. You have it.

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Not Me; Your Fault

Marginalized peoples have spent most of our lives seeing ourselves in heroes and main characters that don't look like us. Add additional intersectionality and marginalized categories and there are some in our society that have never seen a hero mirrored to them that they can identify with 100%.

We can learn a lot from what mirrors we reject as "not me". They can help expose unconscious biases that we're carrying that are working to create division in our lives without our notice.

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Owing Creator and Living in Transactional Spirituality

I have some issues around deserving and worthiness when it comes to success or ‘good’ things happening in my life that I desire. I feel like I ‘owe’ Creator or am indebted to the Universe for ‘good’ things. It’s kind of fucked up actually. Also - fill out my survey please! It’s about spiritual community - I need your feedback!

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