Thank you soooooo much for this! I cried and laughed out loud 🙂
How you described how they did not understand or even grasp what I was living from feel exactly right. I felt sad about my mom feeling so much grief and regret because there is nothing to feel guilty about, she is totally forgiven for what never happened. And there just was no bridge like you said, that was spot on.
I totally understand that they wanted to keep me safe and that their rejection was based on love alone. And my dad could sometimes a react meanly and indeed be scornful, that is right also. I am so glad and thankful that they can see me completely now. They have never been able to limit that, I could in the moment see where they were coming from, like from their generation and way of living. And also, I when I had to have a difficult conversation, I asked that 'inner peace may be my only goal'.
Indeed, I have a very strong connection to Spirit and followed my own guidance despite all misunderstanding and judgements. In the past years I had to make difficult decisions in following guidance and my rewards of being aware of my Real Self like my mother said was great.
A few years ago, I did a family constellation on my eldest sister, to give her, her place back in our family system. In that I already experienced her soul as being ME 🙂 So that was really a big confirmation for me that this reading is genuine.
My mother indeed limited her emotions greatly, later in life when she had slightly dementia, she cried more and I always encouraged her to let her tears roll down. There was indeed genuine love for each other, I felt that very much and also for me but their expression was sometimes overshadowed by their expectations of me.
So, thank you so much for this beautiful message and please let them know if that is possible that I am not afraid to get downloads or messages from them.
Thank you....
~ Wilma, Netherlands
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